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Until It Hurts

by Lucas Broyles

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Bold As blood Show Me love I Can see In front Of me Out Today The sun Is grey Your chance Is now Just Know how
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The end Is here Farewell My dear But now I see It’s how I free Myself From thee And what You need For once I feel Like I Can Feel I’m a man who’s got it all Life is good when we fall I’m a man who’s got it all Spring is near and I must call My love My dear My friend My fear See you From now In A year I hate To leave But I need For once I feel Like I Can Feel I’m a man who’s got it all Life is good when we fall I’m a man who’s got it all Spring is near and I must call
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Fiery eyes and humble lies Take the cake we know If you want a piece free of fees Then I’m the one to go Let me know and then I’ll show What I got in here Till that time I’ll still hide The man that lives in fear You could say! Got a steady regression! If you please! Use some digression! One can see! In my affection! Laugh at me! No more questions! Waves go in they go out Until it hurts for free Steady eyes hold for two Pour yourself some tea Had a plan it fell through Now I’m sitting here Waiting for someone to call Or hold my baby dear You could say! Got a steady regression! If you please! Use some digression! One can see! In my affection! Laugh at me! No more questions! I can try and tough it out Although I won’t know when If or how I’ll come through And finish what has been When I think on it now I can see it clear Lost my youth and my chance Now I’m dying here
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Filthy Hope 04:10
All it takes Is one drop Destroy, enjoy All that’s left Tainted water, Rotting fields All I see For miles, and miles Drops sustain Enduring pain Conversations Of distain When, will we See some rain To cure us both From this pain I'm gonna fail, before I even begin I’m gonna pummel my face While I wear a grin I wanted more than this, instead of hate and piss I’m always angry and she notices I have but one Precious Life This little life This little life So go ahead And use your life Without me love It’s better now As I can see On repeat This movie plays It’s killing me To deal with it I need your knife One big joke They call my life I gonna fail, before I even begin I’m gonna pummel my face while I wear a grin There’s more than this Than what it is I coulda lied And made it in
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Teary Eyed 05:13
I am over now I can see I Lost it all Because Of me I Am nothing now I Must fear I Coulda lied Now I’m here Why am I So teary eyed Why do I Hate my life Why do I Despise inside Why am I Dead inside I Had a dream But now It’s done I Cannot fight Without A gun I Hate myself And want To Cry I Still can win Or let It die Why am I So teary eyed Why do I Hate my life Why do I Despise inside Why am I Dead inside
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My Corner 04:40
I tried to be Some other man I look in the water And it’s not what I am I tried to find Another place I look in the water I’m a disgrace I tried to have A semblance of grace I look in the mirror It’s the same face I tried to change Things about me Things that I hate I hate me There can be no, peace on earth, without All I need, is you to hear me out This is all, I want in life, for now Only if, it could happen, how? Didn’t think It’d turn out like this If I was gone There’s nothing to miss Didn’t ask much Now that I see In my corner My shadow and me Didn’t do Much from my birth One less asshole Gone from this earth One less Mouth to feed Do them a favor And quietly leave The emptiness that I’m in is now Someone help me, before I start to drown Just one look, and see it in my eyes Torn whether, I should live, or I should die
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You see my eyes Not what they hide You see my eyes Not the pain inside You see my eyes Not what they hide You see my eyes I’m dead inside I want to start, my life again It’s over now, my only friend It’s all my fault, I can see I had a chance, and it ruined me Is that you? Is that me? Who are you? How can it be? I hate myself And I want to die I hate myself I don’t know why So I will wait Until it hurts I will wait Until it hurts
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In this very moment I feel like such a loser 20 years, with nothing to show The ones that I loved, they didn’t know Every single, little day Spent in my head, talking away Hoping an ear, would come along Maybe then, I could sing this song Is there anybody out there? Just to hear me whine I just need a friend Just to pass the time I walk alone but dream of affection I hold onto words of spoken connection End of the day What more can I say Telling myself To hold it away Look into my eyes And see who I am You’ll find a boy And not a man Is there anybody out there? Just to hear me whine I just need a friend Just to pass the time I could try again Maybe one last time I could be a man Instead of what I am
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Seppuku 02:03
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Hanging out on Second Avenue Eating chicken vindaloo I just want to be with you I just want to have something to do Tonight, tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight, well alright Tonight, tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight Wait, now Wait, now Hanging out all by myself I don't want to be with anybody else I just want to be with you I just want to have something to do Tonight, tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight, well alright Tonight, tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight Wait, now Wait, now Wait, now Wait, now Hanging out all by myself I don't want to be with anybody else I just want to be with you I just want to have something to do Tonight, tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight, well alright Tonight, tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight

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released November 1, 2017

All songs written and performed by Lucas Broyles, except "I Just Wanna Have Something To Do," originally written by The Ramones.

Mastered at Apollo's Crotch.

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